i don't like to receive bad news. dread it. if you're a close friend, you probably noticed that i am very cautious. responsible. 'risk adverse' is how york describes me. i'd like everything to be perfect. and i think part of the reason i am that way is that fear of failing, at anything.
and on certain days [like this morning, and a little bit last night], i would have this epiphany. that i'll be happier and accomplish more if i just let a few things go and not be afraid of the results. i need to take more risks. and allow myself to be bad at some things before i can get better.
that's what i keep reminding myself. some things just take time. and that's okay.